All i know right now is that i’ve grown up a lot since then. And it makes me smile every time i think about it. I guess because i don’t like to admit to myself that all that drama and all that attention back then, i loved it. I loved the way you made me feel. I loved how you could always make me laugh, and how many times you’d catch my eye in the middle of that laughter, and for a moment i believed that things could be different.
deep down though, i guess i always knew they never would be.
